Tuesday, June 23, 2009

The Reno Rodeo

Went to the Reno Rodeo tonight. Man it was a blast! Not at all what you would think They did push the Dodge Trucks a bit much, but Dodge is a supporter to the tune of millions of dollars, so I guess I understand. Jack Daniels is also a supporter but because it was "family" night they kept Jack Daniels much more quiet than they otherwise would have.

It was nice to get out with the kids and just kick back.

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Nevada Big Horn Sheep.


This was a treat to see. We saw these sheep at the The Sheldon National Antelope Refuge. I have lived in the state of Nevada for close to 20 years, this is the only time I have ever seen the sheep.

I've had to worries for days

And Days. I'm not sure what's up with that, maybe it's about the move. I just feel so very stressed about everything. I tossed and turned all night. Worrying about everything possible and impossible.

On a bright note, Terran seems to be doing better. He is a very bright boy with a lot of anger still, most of it is at me for the breakup between his dad and I. I've worked very hard not to let him know what happened and who is at fault. Yet he knows it was me no doubt about it, at least at some level. Even tho when asked he said he didn't know.

Life is still so very hard, and I feel so very stressed, I feel like I have the weight of the world on my shoulders. I wish I could make all my worried go away.

Monday, June 22, 2009



The sunset in the desert

Why must all small business close

I'm having a really hard time with the Video Maniacs close to my house closing. I'm so tired of everything being a large chain. Be it Video stores, restaurants, even coffee. it just seems like everything mom and pop has to close. I have nothing against Starbucks, for example, I just get tired of the small local guy going under.

My Wedding Dress

Okay, so I'm moving. I've been seperated from my husband for almost 3 years. We are not divorced yet. I have no reason really other than I can't be bothered. He pays child support, and sees his kids. We both have other people in our lives.

I'm moving In 2 weeks. What do I do with my wedding dress? There is sits in my closet. I have my wedding band too. It's gold, and the price of gold is high. Do I get rid of these items or do I keep them. I see the wedding ring as some type of savings account should the shit really hit the fan.

Maybe truth is I am not as out of the relationship as I should be.